hold your own,
know your name
and go your own way...

why must change be associated with uncertainty and insecurity, when one is fully aware of his/her own abilities and knowledge?

school starts tomorrow and i feel a deep sense of uncertainty. this feeling has never occurred to me in previous terms at smu. it could be the fact that i might be facing my toughest lineup of subjects, or the fact that i would be shifting house in the middle of it all. it could even be the product of my adventurous take on deciding to do projects with group mates that i barely even know, let alone trust.

whatever it is, i know my intellectual capabilities pretty well (i hope) and most importantly, i still hold tightly to the promises God gave to me when i was 18... changing churches does not change any of that. God is still the same God and I am still the same person. i should not be feeling this way.

help me God